I have dream to have my own laptop with faults.
Have been undecided for 2-3 years.
Now, Finally here he is.
But the excitement doesn't kick in as expected. Still remember what you tell me. Always feel uncomfortable around you especially when you are using questioning tone. It just felt like you talking about my choice of course. Intimidating. Sis asked why I don't look thrilled having a new laptop. I don't have an answer either.
Using my money to buy. I see nothing wrong on this.
But you say I SHOULD use it else where. I felt bad. Pretty bad.
To get positive support in our family, is like finding a gem in front yawn. Yeah, I felt deflated.
Sister will never understand problem. She will only understand her own problem.
Based on my understanding.
I guess I am emotional. Like now.
Sucker punch. sucker punch punch.
Continue with the sketch.
You sucks, world sucks
Now, I need positive energy like A LOT. NOW
