[UNI] Being Threaten with Marks

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Finishing test just half an hour ago.

Most of the questions put a smile on me except for the last few minutes after the test.
I was threatened by lecturer who said he will deduce my marks, more accurately give me a ZERO.
Why?
Because I put out the question papers. which I immediately handed back to him before he left the hall. His threaten gave my heart a sink. Just because I put out the return-paper. DAmn PAPER, THE FUCKING HILARIOUS PAPER.

First thing came to my mind : How many marks does this test occupied?
10%

Okie, that's a lot I guess.
Feeling extremely deflated by the incident, then I wondered why the lecturer was so concerned about the papers. And I came to my own conclusion is, He may be lazy to create new questions. Admit it or not, I score much because of the last few years test papers as the questions are "sebiji" or we called it copy and paste and edit a few words. I have no opposition for that. Just being mood-less when I thought back the lecturer's harsh words.

"I WILL GIVE YOU ZERO MARK!"

Then, I think again. How miracle of ZERO mark embedded in my mindset, that I immediately felt the shock or threaten by the words. I must be programmed to be afraid of decreasing-mark-system.

Nothing can do much now. Temporary.
What if he does really give me ZERO mark, I will... cry?.... maybe. Gonna have a talk with him Or find someones' help? But, I don't think other lecturers will help me. Nobody wanna be a Busy Parker (errr... is that what we call?)


Wow, feeling better now after writing it out. Wanna put some vulgar words, but that will degrade my blog so I decided to use those icons to represent my current emotion chart.

And, now if you can excuse me.


!!! ... @@@@@^^^7891345+++^^^^^^^^^^^!!!!!!!! BULLSDIW!!!





 thank you.
So sleepy after study whole night yesterday. Get some rest now...


Chiao

F.U.C.K  O.F.F

mind your own shit.

Condolences

For me, i think you are really a handsome guy when i watched the drama- ''On air'' other than the main character. The news that say you have gone really me think a lot. I do not know what the reason make you choose this road. Haiz... May you rest in peace~

Changes

Time is ticking
Nobody is the same
Environment try to adapt to new changes
Nothing seems to be right because it has been moved
Sometimes it looks bad when you are not ready
So does human
We used to be close but that's only in my thought
We used to share things but now it only left invisible wall between us
We used to talk a lot but now only silence filled the gaps between us

People change, but I just not ready yet.
Your attitude makes me sick from trivial matters
The way you talk, the way you say, the way you hide from me

May be I just being moody today
Trying hard to look the whole picture from distance
And I see you turning your back away from me
Stunned

Staying a distance may seems a only solution
Try to focus of my own aim
And let the boat sail by its own will





ps. not boy-girl relationship so dont ask.

3s1r1t

s.t.r.e.s.s.
i hate u
stay away from me!!!

what am i going to do until this year end

with this feeling going on
although i thought i am ok
which is not.







feel like punching smbody now. Volunteer, pls?

T.T

I am broke~
My only rm40 has left without saying any goodbye letting me to stare at the hole of my pathetic thin wallet with my eyes popping out from my socket.
Dammit.
It suppose to be my this whole month holiday fund. T.T
Guys, if you wanna to ask me to go out, be sure to remind me to glue my wallet tightly or even considering to belanja me makan just one or two noodles...

*btw, this my 100th posts... yipee!!!*

a girl asking for mercy~
@^@

Death

I now officially announce the death sentence of my hp
so please do not thinking of miss call-ing or seeing her,
because it is effortless.

Amen.

*if u wanna to contact me, please call my house phone or try on sending sms if it still can functioning. ^^ thanks

Update

I know i should be studying now...
but how come i am ended up here le?... haiz....

Ignore that, happen many things recently... afraid our class will be separated into different part due to the rearranging of classroom although rumors were all over the air that it maybe just a fake call. But, i felt insecure and yet quite disappointed of my marks. I guess i just have to work REAL hard for it... i cant continue like this anymore...

Kicked away those miserable bubbles, let talk about something exciting and cruel? ^^ Recently, our class was playing a game named, '' Aiyah Boom Pa ! '' If you are in 5S5 year 2008, you sure will know what is that game all about. It was introduced by Ah Sum. Crazy. I not going to write the rules here, so i quoted from hoe hoe's blog there about the rules and regulations:

A few people gather round a circle, and each of them were assigned a number, then a person was chosen to start and call out a number randomly. The person with that number are required to slap one of the person sitting next to him/her, either left or right, on some part of their body with large surface area (e.g. lap, back), then the person who was hit are not allowed to make any noise, but the person next to the victim have to yell "AIYAK" and the person next to him have to yell "BOOM BANG", then the next person will have to call out another number randomly.

Magic of copy and paste tool, save tons of works. =P According to those victim beside me, Pui yun, wai hung, hoe hoe, ter wei,... (list continue), my '' ru lai shen chan'' is one of the thumb up slaps. Hoho, i have no idea, i just remembered my hand swollen after the minute i slapped mr/ms victim's lap... In my point of view, isnt that lost all the fun if all of us hit like mosquitoes bites? But, i also felt sorry and guilty to the person who i slapped so hard. ~ Sorry~ @_@ All of the girls checked out their laps after the game ended. Ah Sum's lap started to tell the story (swollen and had black and green) and so did nicole (one of the top rated victim of the day) To my surprise, my lap was safe and sound. I wondered why...

This week, lower classes are having colloquium session. Students are forced to stay back until the latest 3.40pm. Damnit. Dozing off uncontrolbably, when i wake up the speaker was still presenting. Bringing along mp3 and books ans borrowed pui yun's cubic also (still cant solved the top last row... What the... ) to utilise my leisure moment. Our class was the second to present. It was fantastic in the beginning because of the video we made in class was hilarious although it caused problems to us too but no regret about it. Of course, it will be best if we can handle it in other better ways to avoid fussy people. Overall, good job for L6F2. Especially Jacq.

Went out with my classmates to sing K, a memorable experience although i waited my song for 2 hours. Hehe... XD

Having a small class gathering again this friday at nic's place, looking forward to it because my dad had just given me green light. Yipee~~!!!

really need to resume back
more works waited ahead
tata for now

Unfortunate

My lifetime first red ticket (saman),

may God bless me. 

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outcome:

it was settled!!!  without any a single penny... yipee!!! how? hehe... secret*

can i faint?

hectic, hectic and more hectic...

finally the inter-class competition has come to an end, but the school examination is just around the corner which is just few weeks away leaving me still helpless here. haiz~ and the worst now, all the club is having farewell almost at the same time!!!!! i gonna die...

i am a librarian and tomorrow is the farewell and i still have to go back to school at 9.00am. just now i received sms from the sixth form treasurer, tomorrow sixth form have a meeting in XXX at 8.00 am. BLOODY HELL!!!!!! why????? WHY!!!! why all the meeting have to come to me at one time not that i just entered many clubs. WTH. anyway, why sam tet-kians like to have meeting so much? No idea. = =

the sixth form farewell is on 1/8 and the exam is nearer that time. i just dont understand why they insisted to do the farewell before the exam? isnt it nice or better to have it after the exam so that we can stuff our mind more information for the exam? I just wanna to say halillujah to myself. 

Halillujah~

enough of the negative and mind-kiling conversation. lets switch to a happy side. I am having a play NEXT week and it will definitely (must) turn out to be a interesting play. Idea sponsored by xin yi and i am the one who writing the script (because i have the excuse to skip the acting part...muahahha =DDD ) others are acting. my team's title debating about whether fairy tale is more romantic than modern love story. There will be lots of lots of hilarious acting parts (count me out). stay tuned if i managed and my team members allow me to put online.

tomorrow is library farewell night as i say earlier. let u see my wearing gown the day after tomorrow.... ^^

messy

i have been pretty busy these few days because of all the activities in school, causing my  very clean room turned into this

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looks like a very successful person working a thousand ringgit business during her sleep time, huh? i guess it is time of me to do some room chores. LOL. by the way, i will be putting meow meow cat for u, suk mun just in case u very rindu kat him. hehe...

say cheese~

he just wake up on the sofa and mom didnt know that... hehe...