Awkward situation

The a.w.k.w.a.r.d moment 

staying in a room is

when your roommate is having heated argument on the other line.

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[UNI] Being Threaten with Marks

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Finishing test just half an hour ago.

Most of the questions put a smile on me except for the last few minutes after the test.
I was threatened by lecturer who said he will deduce my marks, more accurately give me a ZERO.
Why?
Because I put out the question papers. which I immediately handed back to him before he left the hall. His threaten gave my heart a sink. Just because I put out the return-paper. DAmn PAPER, THE FUCKING HILARIOUS PAPER.

First thing came to my mind : How many marks does this test occupied?
10%

Okie, that's a lot I guess.
Feeling extremely deflated by the incident, then I wondered why the lecturer was so concerned about the papers. And I came to my own conclusion is, He may be lazy to create new questions. Admit it or not, I score much because of the last few years test papers as the questions are "sebiji" or we called it copy and paste and edit a few words. I have no opposition for that. Just being mood-less when I thought back the lecturer's harsh words.

"I WILL GIVE YOU ZERO MARK!"

Then, I think again. How miracle of ZERO mark embedded in my mindset, that I immediately felt the shock or threaten by the words. I must be programmed to be afraid of decreasing-mark-system.

Nothing can do much now. Temporary.
What if he does really give me ZERO mark, I will... cry?.... maybe. Gonna have a talk with him Or find someones' help? But, I don't think other lecturers will help me. Nobody wanna be a Busy Parker (errr... is that what we call?)


Wow, feeling better now after writing it out. Wanna put some vulgar words, but that will degrade my blog so I decided to use those icons to represent my current emotion chart.

And, now if you can excuse me.


!!! ... @@@@@^^^7891345+++^^^^^^^^^^^!!!!!!!! BULLSDIW!!!





 thank you.
So sleepy after study whole night yesterday. Get some rest now...


Chiao

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[DIARY]

[Q] To be or not to be, that's the question.

In my heart, I would like to study abroad/ participate in exchange program.
But deep down, I am afraid.  I am not sure who should I talk to.
Not my sister, neither with my mother or friends.
The sister I know cant give me any advice. Because it does not bother her. She will only give me an not-so-like answer.

As for my mother, I know she will be very supportive for my decision even tough she does not fully understand.

As for my friend, I decided to keep it low until every thing turn out to be confirmed.



And, now I met with the Deputy Dean. I become to wonder more.
Am I doing it right? Should I just go according with the normal routine and graduate with my friends together? Will I be enough money since I am on my own spending? Is this really what I want?

I am S.C.A.R.E.D.

Suddenly, I think will I be regretted in the future if I choose the normal way. I do not know...

[UNI] Second year already?!!

Okie, I admitted I am an inconsistent blogger.
And now, my second year 1st semester already over
and I am in HOLIDAY mood, babe!!!


Anyway, I actually keep this place my hidden seek out.
Dumping all I want here. Although I admit my English grammar still sucks.
And, I came to realize I haven't actually write out my new year resolution yet.

May this year filled with happiness and cuteness overdose~

School 2013

So, here it goes.

2013-- NEW Year Resolution
1.  Japanese Proficiency Test     Yup. Still haven't materialize last year. Gonna do it no matter what this year. Best will be in July, if Ipoh have it, that's it. Ha.
2. PHP/ Webpage.    After the Java's incident, made me realize nothing is more important than the early headstart. Nobody gonna guide you along the way. All I have is myself. So gonna buck up and suck it up.
3. Prepare Graduation Presents    One for Rommie (Poh), one for my ridiculous sister. Why are everyone graduating so fast? T.T
4. A Trip for myself ( July~ September)    This time, I made myself promise not to change my determinate decision for no course. Enough for the unlimited waiting for so-called-I-see-You-see-I-Free-Maybe answer. One word. *face palm**
5. Planning for exchange    Gonna plan. Not an easy decision. Haiz....All things came with a price.
6. Japanese Blog.     Looking up at Hangkukdrama.com blog. Hard to find such interesting learning blog with English. Aim high.


Buy List:A smartphone.
Change:  Attitude toward life. I feel I still have more to change on this. My temper, my word, my action. Try to make my life a little bit crazy with surprise.
Unchanged:  Still a korean drama addict. 

That's all for now. Maybe/not update.
Watch out!

Flower Boy Next Door

[Learning] Nihongo omoishiroi desu yo!!!

I have been learning Japanese for consecutive days. <     Proud Mama  XDD


Found some interesting website and blog to make my learning process more fun instead of merely following the textbook.

Have been downloaded the script of Hana Kimi and Rich Man Poor Women episode 1.
However, most of the script I still having difficulty reading it. So, gonna come back to them when I have more spare time to spend.

My latest new toy is Google translate! Although it still sucks as a translator, it still translate (because it is a machine? ) no matter how ridiculous, laughable the sentences are. Better tool compared to most of  translators which just displayed "Result Not found." , these 3 pathetic words. Totally appreciate it.  =]

Who say you are useless? ** High-kicking asses**


ps** cloudy day of fifiland is finally over. Call me sunshine girl!!!  \ ^^ /



From
Sunshine babe <3 p="p">

[RANDOM] One of the hormone days

Feeling unmotivated these few days.
Perhaps is my mood swing caused by hormones, or merely just my hot bad temper like my sister said. I just felt I being ignored all the times. That's the reason why I am throwing tantrums which do not suit my age.


Trying to study but to no avail. Gloomy state ON.

Instead of study for my subject, I decided to start studying on Japanese.  Random.

Kept forgetting some Japanese terms and verbs, currently working on ways to remember these words by using it frequently in real life. Therefore I will be sticking sticky notes everywhere in my room. Wondering does flash cards help or not. And yeah, I gonna join my university Japanese society although I think they just merely promote some basic culture stuff and language course in university base. Gonna give it a try for 1-2 semesters.

Jumped to today OS lab, the teaching assistant sucks no matter it is his nagging teaching skill or his way of compliment people. Personally I don't think he taught anything other that repeating his sentences again and again like spoiled recording tape. I learned nothing but only google-ing whole hour.

And... I finally cut my fridge. Once again it proved that straight cut above eyebrow fridge is idiotic and I looked like one now. Regretting...



Hope tomorrow nobody notice my dog-bite fridge. ** pray hard**


By
Always pulling a never growing fridge girl

[RANDOM] Second season first chapter with a little tiny comment

Staying in the room for like... 3 days?  and my only way to the outside world- Internet sucks.

REALLY SUCKS.

S.U.C.K.S

Anyway, I kinda getting used of low pathetic 2 bars of internet connection. 

If my internet connection is full forced, then I assume it get NO connection because the yellow notification will be following up later. 

By the way, this week my university having an election soon and I heard all the candidates are trying their very best to do... err... manifesto which has bring the side-effects. Like shouting slogan, putting up banner everywhere. I just wondering will USM election team ( do we have one? ) will punish them if they do not clear the mess after this Tuesday election. 

The election is kinda sudden. Nobody knew it and next minutes all the candidates posting their own online manifestos in SNS flooded my wall posts. No even one person explain what is going on. What a procedure.

From what I observed (through FB posts), complains of candidates noise pollution have raised to a new level of agony. Other than that, method like cafeteria is full of hare-wired flyers; unknown people/ supporters slipping in love letters through the doors. Although I was not affected ( advantage of staying top heaven level), pooing answering natural call with a sticking paper of candidate on the door staring you may seems to go too far. 

I just sure those pathetic candidates just naive enough not knowing how to get supports. 

Anyway, I hope my bathroom mirror will clear from photostatted-stranger face watching me brush my teeth.

#shy shy

From 

a yawning week 2 Sunday

First lecture(s)

First time of lectures,
all of the lecturers wanna knock some senses into ur brain, 
whether u like it or not.


Admit the reality OR you will end up facing the same faces in your next semester (damn NO)
Suffer now OR cry later
Listen now OR Listen once more in the coming semester ((DAMN BIG NO !!!


Basically, almost the  threats contents are the same. 
First hour start threatening  briefing, second hour start lecturing. And you probably forget the first hour.  How I wishes the lecture hours can be separated into different sessions like first sem gotta make sure I open my eyes lids all the time.








Why am I yawning now? ><

Study Mood vs Selca

Exam is next week... and I stuck in my room now...

study mood on !!! 

(((( battery low ==lll

Happy Study-ing

to those is facing exam 

n

for those is now holiday-ing

Get fatter...

  XDDDD

**evil laugh

smile =))

Shichigosan festival (event)

Hey yo!!!!

Putting aside the textbook and computer, I went to play again volunteer for a Japanese's festival, Shichigosan Autumn Festival in Gurney Plaza !!! XD

Shicigosan festival mainly is for children range from 3-7 years old. 

Hoping children wouldnt run crazy ** putting fingers together**

Proof of me being a crew member. ^^

The event started at 12.00pm with a bamboo sword performance 

(not sure what it is called. )

Not really interested about the performance, although they are like shouting and yelling to release their energy. And yeah, they even tried hitting each other on the head. 

Ouch~

On a Japanese's event, of course we got  Japanese's Tradisional Clothing session. (((with fee charges, even for the crew =((

See the clothes piling up on the table?

Those are Kimono s. Pretty~~

Wearing Kimono is much complicated then you wearing your bathrobe, a person actually required 3 people to help out. There are plenty of designs to wear a pretty kimono.  They even tie a white cloth at your abdomen to make sure your little fat stomach(?) wouldnt come out to say hello. >'''<

Hi, pretty girl.   <3<3 muakz~

Where is mine? 

Nope, I think rm25 (photo-taking session) + rm10 (photo) are where too expensive. 

Rather to use the money to give my stomach foods then picture-taking. Btw, I still got hope to wear a kimono when I go to a real Japan, right? right? RIGHT???? XDDD

 

Her face was so white and me seems like charchoal.
Luckily, still got photo editing software. XDDD

Next up : Cosplay character. 
What a Japan's festival without completed with a cosplay session.

Just two of characters that I managed to recognise, still, I happily taking pictures with all of them. XDDD

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Next up: Shichigosan festival ( shopping + food) 

stay tuned. ^^

off for study.

Greenlung- flash mob

Flash mob?
What's that?


Please use Mr.Google ^^
I came across this event coincidentally while I was browsing my FB pages. Immediately I agreed to attend the event.... but, but, BUT it was a dancing flash mob!


ehhhh, can I dance robot dance?  >////<


USM flash mob event's video.



With buddy, after the event. huhu~

Starting from zero-part1

Bobobo!!!

ello darlings~!!!

Like promise, I finally uploaded my pictures. ( I so free during holiday ^^)

Just like other normal orientation, the ceremony was BORED. Each day was like talk after talk, freshies like me can only complain and mumbling within ourselves. I always think all the first-year (freshy2) were easily recognized because they were have these serious, emotionless expression due to nervous of new environment.

I am also one of them.( See my serious face? XDDD) 

Wanted to take photos but sitting in a formal ceremony, better to alert all the time. ><

The map really save me several time (感激捏~~

whenever I cant find the destinations. Those freaking lowsy, incomplete road sign really cant be rely on, I wanted to 'conteng' myself on them (maybe I caught mistaken I am monkey >W<)  

Picture took by my naughty friend. All freshies 'tumbang' ady due to several sleepless night.

That's all of my pictures in ceremony. 
Too little? 
I am a good student ma (hehe~) didnt managed to snap more pictures as all the senior_aka _facilitors were just a few steps a way. Good student must sit still, right? with hiding a ipod underneath my sweater. Huhu~

to be continued...

ellooooo, darlings!!!  >V<


It is H.O.L.I.D.A.Y


holiday!holiday!holiday!holiday!holiday!holiday!holiday!holiday!holiday!holiday!holiday!holiday!holiday!holiday!holiday!holiday!holiday!holiday!holiday!holiday!holiday!holiday!holiday!holiday!holiday!holiday!holiday!holiday!holiday!holiday!holiday!holiday!holiday!holiday!holiday!holiday!holiday!
Can you feel my excitement? Blek~~~
What more important than a day begin with a smile? 
Smile + Coffee+ Newspaper = AWESOME 


Gotta rocks Ipoh before rolling back to Penang.  
Wait for me ya!!!!

*Gotta upload more college photo .

coming soon~

D-day

Finally, D-day has came. 


Good thing is ME finally off for work.( I know I kinda late... ^^) 


Mimi and Hoho have came back for weekend-holiday which makes me quite happy before I am about leaving for Penang study. Momo is kinda busy (as usual) . 
Sticking and lying in house with my siblings and my mother seems so warm even though we arent really doing anything together. But, with chatting, eating, watching tv, gossiping, all of these minor minor daily activities makes my heart feel so warm and satisfied. 


Today is D-3 and I am undeniably looking forward to life in university. 
 It is the time I fence for myself alone. ^^