Thursday, December 30, 2010

Singleactivities

Wake up quite early today, not that I intent to as I cant (mostly) get myself up at like the alarm clock sing. Mom wake me up using her leg/hand/throat (must be one of those, I do not know), asking me to drive her to her friend house.


Err... 7.59am?


After drive her to her destination, I have the idea being home alone for the whole day.
Home alone = Cook yourself  o_O (what?)
Dad head for work, and I staring at the house. Silent. Oops, there is still meow meow sleeping on the dining chair after feeding him this morning. He really is a good cat sometime like now, accompany me although I think he just simply taking his nice slumber on the comfortable red chair. Tickle and disturb him for awhile, I go to the upstairs to use my lappy.


12.10pm. Oh great, I am hungry. @o@ Simply cook myself a meal, continue to search for information and at the same time watching FairyTale, which I started it yesterday. If you watch it, maybe or can you explain why the character of Rave run into this animation especially the small, short, white creature with a ice cream cone on his face ( I just do not like it no matter he is in Rave or Fairytale)


Planning to watch Rapunzel today but only leave last and only time. I still sleeping on my sacks when the movie is still left 20 minutes to start. I rush there err... literally I do not really rush there, I dilly dally parked my car and go to the ticket counter. Miraculously, the ticket is still available for me and I take my seat in the cinema.


I found there are lots of peopo and the seatings are completely different like what I see on the screen that the ticket seller showed to me. So... I, myself think that all of them are sitting at the wrong seats. ( I really do not what give me that idea XD) Simply take a seat a little bit front, row C ( mine is row E) complaining+ mumbling to myself that the auntie behind me is very noisy because she is taking picture in cinema?!! What in cinema? Do you have any place better place to take but here? Why not in front of the entrance?Here? ?-?


The movie start for 5 minutes and someone poke me, saying me have their seat. Opps~~
''Sorry,sorry~"
Quickly siting back to my own place. (Embarrassed  ##_##) I later find my seat have a better view than before XP.


Rapunzel is totally so disney movie, which it is a complement. I touched when I see the light are up on the night for some reason. All I can say is Rapunzel is so NICE (way far better than the Gulliver's traveller.... dammit)


When the cinema's light is on, all the peopo get up and head to the exit. Following the crowd without a thought, but some heading back saying the door is locked. Locked? The crowd start heading back with noise. Some complain with their friends what if there is fire happened all of us will be trapped. O0O!!! Suddenly, an episode of Criminal Mind flash in my mind. Wow, noway...
For your information, the murderer locked the cinema's back and front door causing the crowd to burn lively in the fire. =-=


The crowd find the exit. It is just in front of where we get out from the cinema's door. Sweat. ( The cinema is the number 6, hope you find the door next time. XP )


Brought my dinner and home sweet home. Mom is back, watching tv. And I ? Sitting in my room with a lappy  on my lap and dinner beside me. How satisfied~ ^^


My dinner ^^

Sunday, December 26, 2010

The 25th.

Today is totally fun. 
First of all, big Goh Goh is back. ^^
Meaning I got Ipad to play, on top of that I even hit the highest score of Ninjump (7401). Wakaka!!! 
Ninjump is a super easy game but yet difficult in some way. All you need is just your two fingers or one to tap on the screen and the tiny ninja will jump from one side to another. Easy! Of course, there will many obstacles in between. You even transform to another form when you hit same type obstacle three times in one row. 






We resume yesterday unfinished shopping but we have a new member (brother). After shopping around, my sis and I get to go Takahashi restaurant (just beside Kbox) to have our first lunch there!!! Yipee~ 


Food is not bad, just nice.I ordered the Curry Udon Set which I cant feel the power of curry but it definitely is more than enough especially to small-eater like me. XD I add a lot of curry powder in it. Still the taste yet to be~~~so so.. =-= Of course, the boss of the day is my brother. ^^


Finally, Despicable Me is great movie. I apologize I have a bad first impression at it last time.
Sorry, Gru. =)))





The yellow bean-like-creatures are super duper cute other than Agnes. ^^

















Friday, December 24, 2010

Cheerio for CHRISTMAS~~~


Ding Dong Bell~~~~
It is Christmas, peopo!!! 
Yup, it is a red and green season again~ Time really flies. Last year, I still going out with friends for the Avatar and the countdown, and now it is Christmas eve again. 
After having dinner at home, cleaning all the dishes and my almost disaster recipe ( that is the Cola-cola chicken wing), my sis and I went for Jusco to enjoy some Christmas atmosphere. We found the parking place very fast. Maybe peopo rush to other place? 

I found something very starnge, that is Jusco Santa men are so lonely. No kid surrounded them and Santa looked like tired and dragging his present bag wondering around the ground floor. I wonder where are those kid, staying at home? Poor Mr Jusco Santa~  (btw, his present bag was small. )

Shopping  at ground floor, we both found our favourites. 


My sis got herself a pair of extra long "horn" and an angel ring while I caught two Big head tiny bears for my picture. All the pictures are in fb. We took a few pictures until the sales girl kindly said no picture was allowed. What a waste. I still have many pictures haven took.

 We shopped awhile until my brother crazy phoned us to retrieve the car to him. But, we managed to grab a cappuccino before reaching home. 


Coffee + Tv = Christmas= Satisfied ^^


Picture of the day XD

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

Annoucement





I had opened a Chinese blog!!! 












please support support~ ^^

Open Day!!!

Ellloooooo, people!!!
Finally, the blog is reopen. I wonder got anyone barely notice it. If you are looking at this, THANK YOU for looking at tiny dirty little  corner .^^ 


I had been thinking of demolishing this blog as I plan to open one soon but laziness win the war. ( I pretty lazy transfer all those contacts one by one or is there other ways to do it in an easier way?)


This is the first post . What am i going to blog about le...?


Exam? No, over is over. Talk about it again in next march. (Result coming out.)


Me? Erm... It is okay but I will post one of my prettiest picture (in fact there arent  @@)


Holiday plan? There is a good idea. Unfortunately, the plan about going to jog every morning failed after I suffered muscle pain on Day 1. Gotta blog more on this at next post.


Working plan? Honestly, I decided to be a freelancer (is 米''从'')No working plan. Last time, I worked as a waitress so hoping to work as other than this. Still considering la....


Travel? Hmmm... I not sure about this cos I not the BOSS ^^


Last but no least,
Dang DANG DANG!!!




Haha~ This is definitely not me. I not turning into an African although I  am quite dark ~o~

 Here am i~
Still looking young XD




ps*  ''从''replace the word of worm . I cant find the word using com pin yin. 
Screw  pin yin~
Starting as a blogger at day 1

Wednesday, June 30, 2010

Condolences

For me, i think you are really a handsome guy when i watched the drama- ''On air'' other than the main character. The news that say you have gone really me think a lot. I do not know what the reason make you choose this road. Haiz... May you rest in peace~


Wednesday, June 16, 2010

Bookmark on sale!!!


These are the bookmarks' design that distributed to every classes early on but i think posting here can let u guys see better with the colours. Interested? Rmb to 十扑 ooo... =P

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

Just feeling to write a post on my long abandoned blog. Nothing special.
We have plenty of changes in our life, small changes that you and me might not even notice them just like the opposite house have changed their mail box or big changes like making decision.

All of these may be important, some may not.
We never know how these changes influence us in the future. For those who are scare to be similar, we love changes because we always hope changes will bring us to a better place. Fear, anxiety, lonely are sometimes appeared in our surrounding. Sometimes they are so strong you cannot ignore them and we run away. They win, you lose.

People always say that human should always start looking at the bright side of every side. But, what if we cannot see the light how do we even see the bright side? Emotion controls our mindset. I always think that I am a person who strong enough to control them. But, now i know i not. Sometimes i can barely breathe for no reason. Stress? Not sure.

Positive, positive, positive. I hate to fail someone's hope. I hate hearing people s' argument. I hate people say they are disappointed on me. I hate my own weakness. I wanted to become strong, strong enough not to care others. 

Hope to be strong.

Saturday, April 24, 2010

PPS time!!!

Finally be able to rest awhile....
because...

MUET is over!


yup, you are right! lets party now!!!
but resume back to work as
muet speaking is coming next week...
need to clear my throat ....
aaIiiiuuEeeeOooOO

however, what is crucial now is pps time!!!!
yipee~




ps* i promise to uninstall it after this XP


=)

Sunday, April 18, 2010

Rentas Desa



You what is the outcome of lack of exercise?


That is climbing up the staircase like an old man, sitting down like a person having constipation, really needed a wheel chair.

for me, Rentas Desa = Starwalk

I got the 18 th place in the girls group!!! Yipee... although i am already half dying that time... If i can jump within 15th I may got the bronze medal as i never get tat... but at least i in 25th ... LOL


But, at the moment, i think i really need a wheel chair...






ps* I have a badminton match on monday wondering if they allowed me to use wheelchair in the match...

Saturday, April 10, 2010

mad detective--- r u still urself?

if you watch mad detective recently, you may as well have the same confusion like me. So, i be able to search something to solve your doubt.

copy paste from somewhere.... and suddenly i think this is a good movie for us to think ....

这是我内心的完美一部电影,完美的编剧,似乎比我以前所构想的还要完美。但是很多人,并不真正理解。特别是在神探的妻子,张美华上。  
  我们先来讨论“原有人格”。人心中那原有的人格可以被抛弃,而神探,则可通过相关的情景重新找到这个原有的人格:比如迷失在森林的高(神探在森林找到了他);迷失在摆抢布局的何(最终他变成了小孩和女人,原有人格消失);和神探的老婆-张美华。
  每个人心中有着自己的性格弱点,这类似七宗罪。原来的何,其弱点性格其实是一个软弱的小孩,只不过之前的环境并没有让他显现出来,原来的高的 弱点性格则是那个胆小怕事又好贪吃享乐的“肥仔”(正是这个弱点性格,让他偷钱,但是那个时候他的原有人格还在,就和便利店的女孩一样,神探看得见她的原 有人格,而之后的高,神探则完全看不见他的原有人格了,被遗弃了)。而美华的弱点性格就是自私。但是为了维持自己警察这份职业并且不毁了自己前途,为了生 存在这个社会上,大家都演化出了自己心中的“鬼”。高演化了多种人格来更好的生存:谎言(应对盘问和质疑),暴力(杀了王,杀了其他人使案情复杂化),技 术(布置引诱何的那个现场的带眼镜扎马尾的)等。何最终演化出了谎言,神探的妻子没有演化出其他的鬼,只是她的弱点性格和原有人格无法并存(从一见面就争 吵可以看出,两者是格格不入的),所以她最终选择遗弃了自己的原有人格。这是蛮悲哀的,林熙蕾对陈慧珊说,是你害了他,其实这是张美华自己心中的声音,但 是她也知道,跟着陈,自己的前途也会被毁,心中的“自私”让自己离开了陈,只有需要破案的时候才去找陈,原来那个为陈着想的美华从美华心中永远消失了,似 乎只被遗弃在神探的身边,而美华体内的自私弱点性格从来都是占据上风,原本的美华似乎永远也掌握不了控制权。
  陈慧珊对神探说:“如果这个世界上每个人都有鬼,但你没有,那就是你的问题!”。“自私”说得好,活在这个世上,每个人必须有鬼,否则怎 么生存?她的内在意思是说,“你不懂得掩饰自己,不懂得如何生存在这个社会上,我才离开你,这不是我的问题,而是你的问题!”这似乎碰触了电影所要传达的 那么一点东西。
  "take care",美华在这个时候变回了原来的造型,这是林熙蕾对陈说的吗?不是,是林熙蕾对陈慧珊说的吗?更不是。这其实是美华对神探说的,在这一刻,看着眼 前的那原来爱着的老公仍然能原谅自己,但却变得那么的憔悴和可怜,也许心中的原有人格突然掌握了主动权。但是仅仅是那一刻,生活的现实让自己依然选择了背 身离去,背影中的美华是林熙蕾还是陈慧珊?答案也许也很现实。
  影片的最后,最精彩的一幕出现了。神探在开枪前自言自语,放下枪,否则你和别人没分别。神探又说:“我也是人,为什么要有分别?”导演在 这里给了观众们最后的暗示,神探也是人,神探也有鬼。很多人都说神探其实是自言自语,其实在最后一幕,导演并没有用“神探视角”来拍摄,高的人格,只是在 玻璃中出现反射,如果神探把枪指着高的时候,用的是“神探视角”,那么高就变成了7只,所以,观众并不能看到张美华有没有出现,只是从神探嘴里说出的话, 推断出张美华在场。并且,张美华的话通过神探的嘴说出,这是否让你联想到了“谎言”女指挥着高进行说话?这就是影片的最深的秘密:张美华的原有人格,成为 了神探的鬼。
  回想之前的种种,美华一直关心,照顾着神探,神探运用他的天赋的时候,妻子指责他说没有人看得见,让他不要多管闲事;当何拿出枪的时候,妻 子切肉的速度加快,是否暗示着神探的内心活动?神探自己很想用自己的天赋给社会做一点事,可是自己的鬼告诉自己,没有人会相信你的,你这样做只会害了自 己。在最后神探和何在车旁对峙,妻子突然出现了,大声喊到他已经不相信你了,把枪还给他不要再管这事了,你会被他拖累死的。鬼是什么?为了在社会生存而产 生的人格。神探的鬼,不断的想让他更好的生存适应社会,要学会拒绝,逃避,掩饰。可是神探,最后还是扔掉了他的理智,他赖以活在这世上的鬼,最后,便走向 了死亡。(原有人格说对了,是妻子的抛弃害死了神探)
  神探从没有看过那么多的鬼,有7个。高活得真的很累,偷钱,掉枪,又杀了人,所有的衰事都让他碰上了,如果不演化出更多的鬼,有可能继续生 存,继续做警察吗?不可能。不是高原来就有7重人格,而是环境逼着高生出了一个又一个的鬼。最后的何,在惊吓和焦躁之下露出了软弱的弱点性格,这是他人生 的转折点,他克服不了自己的弱点性格,所以,在接下来的环境中,为了自己能够生存,只能生出了“谎言”,也许以后更会生出“暴力”……多么可悲,一个阳 光,好学的警察,仅仅因为自己心中胆小的弱点,犯下了连续的错误,“不相信神探”(相信神探等于被社会排斥),最后布置犯罪现场(为了圆谎,推卸自己的责 任)。从中也可以看出,并不是高天生就是一个坏人。高和何,都是一名普通的警察,只不过一个好享受,一个胆子小。两个人在丢枪的时候,都想到了如何掩盖自 己犯下的错,没错,两个人都是为了生存,保住自己的饭碗和前途。顺从了鬼,便能生,抛弃了鬼,只能死。这是一件怎样离奇的凶杀案,教人无法参透其中的缘 由。
  记得神探搭老婆一起飞车的那一幕吗,那是影片中最温馨的一幕。妻子对何说,感谢你找我老公来做事,他真的开心了很多。在摩托车上,两人融为 一体,这是导演最美好的愿望,之所以没有在最后回放,是因为导演也知道,这只是美好的愿望罢了。在神探得到社会的认可,感受到自己对社会的作用时,现实 (妻子)和理想(神探)才能如此完美的融合。可惜只有一瞬,以前的时代再也回不去了。在现在这个到处都可以看到鬼的时代,周围的人们无不充斥着欺骗和仇 恨,自私和无情。在这样的时代中,已经没有可以供神探生存的空间,我们又该如何反思自己,反思我们的社会?
    
  最后,我想问一句,你是否抛弃了原来的那个你?

Sunday, March 28, 2010

Dragon adventure

I am happy because I has watched
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how to train a dragon!!!!!

This show is damn good as the storyline is well-done and of course all the dragon are so cute until i wanna to own one for myself. I sure will pick Toothless (night fury). So cool and it make me recall that it a little bit similar to Stitch. All the things are nice except some M girls (u noe) sitting behind a few rows shout out and let people in cinema know what their ''flowery'' sickness. Cant they just shut their big fat mouth up and keep their opinions to themselves or at least tune down a bit... Really feel like throwing the soda cup towards them but i didnt. Civilized people, you know? But the way, i not sure i can aim it correctly, need more practices on that one. Maybe can ask advices from pui yun or ah sum.... ^^

Last but not least, i am happy to watch it together with my siblings and of course the ticket is F.R.E.E.~~~~~~~ XD
How wonderful can that be.... Thanks big bro and earn more money to belanja me to watch movie ... LOL

Saturday, March 27, 2010

刘轩~放任心中的ㄧ百次流浪

I wanna to go to the talk but something happened and i cant go... haiz.... Never mind i just buy his book to balance back my emotion... hehe... I wanna to thank xinyi for willing to accompany me to go although we did not go there successfully. I wonder how it will like if i attend the talk...




hope he can come to ipoh again....

One type of irritated person

You know someone maybe very bossy and irritated sometimes. The way they talk, the meaning that hidden inside between the words that he think that no one notice his real intention, the way they think they can lie to the whole world but make themselves more visible on their ugly side.

What a shame!

What do u do if u meet one of these guys?

Scream at them and tell them to back off? Tear down their masks?( I have interest in looking into their meat ) For me, I will simply just ignore them if they did'nt offend me. But, once they cross over my territory, I can tell you for sure, You are dead meat!!! ( i mean them ^^)

Just a post for me to relieve anger... ^^

Monday, March 15, 2010

Glow.J

Glow.J~my first logo


Just make this for fun... testing on something... Nice? Like glowing in the dark... sweet.

Friday, March 12, 2010

Olala~

Miss me?

Hehe... Don't try to deny it. ^^ Yup, I am back and yet still kicking healthy here, surviving from the most notorious, horrendous, ultimate Monthly Test of the important final year.

Many people questioned us (form sixties), why are we pushing ourselves so hard in this exam? After all, it is just an monthly test. Will it because of the recent good news of the STPM students scoring 4A's? Or the idea of the stpm is getting nearer and nearer hit into our head all of the sudden resulting us realize to be serious?

I admit. Perhaps, both of them. But the first does the most direct effect on me. It suddenly dawned on me that I should be getting my life serious and think what I want, what should I do after this, what I need to be. Sound strange and unreachable, right?

Erm... Let's imagine life after form six.

If (just in case) I got an OK- OK result which has A's and B's, what is my next move?

Just like my dad's and brother's expect, heading off to Singapore and landed there as an student? Not that I will be getting a place there or what. Of course, studying overseas is my goal of all these years. In my bone and blood, I like to try something extraordinary, something more challenging. Perhaps, going to my big aunt's place to stay for a year to get my head clear of what i want to be (Gap year) which is very common in overseas. This idea strike me after I came across this article in the chinese newspaper from my former school senior, Gabriella. She is a charming person as I read through her blog and news. Currently, she studying at overseas taking just an A in her A-level (if I not mistaken) but marvelous and adventurous personalities make her a place in prestigious Wesllesly University. So, hope to be like her.

If (pray hard this will not be happening) I not getting a very good result,

Perhaps, gap year will be a really good idea for me. But I certainly not sure what my dad's expression ... hehe... Maybe studying local university is not that bad after all.

Anyway, let's do all the best in this final year... ganbateh !!!!

Saturday, February 13, 2010

Changes

Time is ticking
Nobody is the same
Environment try to adapt to new changes
Nothing seems to be right because it has been moved
Sometimes it looks bad when you are not ready
So does human
We used to be close but that's only in my thought
We used to share things but now it only left invisible wall between us
We used to talk a lot but now only silence filled the gaps between us

People change, but I just not ready yet.
Your attitude makes me sick from trivial matters
The way you talk, the way you say, the way you hide from me

May be I just being moody today
Trying hard to look the whole picture from distance
And I see you turning your back away from me
Stunned

Staying a distance may seems a only solution
Try to focus of my own aim
And let the boat sail by its own will





ps. not boy-girl relationship so dont ask.

Saturday, January 30, 2010

Steamboat season 2

I know i know
we having it too frequently
and others even questioned about it
I think they are just being jealous XD


Steamboat season 2



Reunion of exF2+ F2+newbie F2 is coming back on this saturday
A big motion picture will be screening at xinyi's sister-mother/father-brother place
There will be a rock and roll steamboat session
As someone is bringing speaker to rock the place (mayb)
Stay tuned!





edit: the steamboat was fun and many leftover. ^^

Friday, January 22, 2010

Auditor


I never understand why we need to chase books...
Books have no legs or even little fingers to crawl and yet i need to chase them...
Especially to those who is stubborn to return books...

Tons and tons of ''LOVE letters'' are giving out when ms chee started to breath behind my back

If i am a witch, i will put a spell on those who super-duper-triple bastard who reluctant to return their books that all the books came alive to haunt them just like ms C did to me.

Anyway, the system had FINALLY added a column of students' classroom which save me a lot of time....


so touched ( u never know what i am go through... @.@ )










ps***
happy chinese new year although it is kind of early... angpau,angpau~~

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

3s1r1t

s.t.r.e.s.s.
i hate u
stay away from me!!!
what am i going to do until this year end
with this feeling going on
although i thought i am ok
which is not.







feel like punching smbody now. Volunteer, pls?

Sunday, January 17, 2010

Ma-saa-jee

I wanted to start off my blog with a more cheerful atmosphere as i have been visiting a few blogs and they sound in despair. Well, a brand new year should start at a new freshy mood, isnt?

Talk about something i discovered this recently. My mom has discovered a new form of activity which is '' sleep bed'' (translate it directly in Cantonese). Sure you dont get me, right? I also have the ??? on my head the first time i heard from my mom. To satisfy my curiosity, i went to see for my own eye.

It was a centre which sell a lot of medical beds, something like heat massage bed that can help people to cure their illness if u come everyday to do your treatment. Sound like a scam? Dont worry it doesnt cost a penny BUT you must queue up in order to get your number early. And i mean pretty EARLY.

For example, the centre starts to open at 7.30 am. And people is starting queuing up at 6.20am. This do not apply when there is a gift (smthing like a stone, dont know what it's name) to give out. People start to put their bags at 5.00 smthg. My mom went there at 5.30am and she get a ''10'' for her turn. Crazy, right? Mainly is grandpa s, grandma s, uncles, aunties and some kid get cheated by their parent. According to my mom, people even start quarrling when there is too much people and they cant get their 1st turn of numbers because of others cutting the queue.

Back to my experience, i went there thrice these far. It was 6.30 and i ( 10 more ppl) still waiting the center opened. Nothing much to do except sleeping in the car. When there is time, there are 30 ppl already there stand by. I was like 'o_O'''

All the crowd are in their white t-shirt ( the effect will be more obvious if u wear light-colour clothes) To begin the treatment, you need to do some ''exercise'' which is very humiliating. I followed those steps and at the same time have an urge to knock my head hard against the wall. There are so ''in'' as there even got slogans for u. ( cross my body if u want me to shout...) Humiliating, humiliating and humiliating. Thank god, nobody recognise me there.

I got no. 3 and my mom got no. 2. To me, it just a heat massage chair. But, i heard some grandpa and grandma s' health get better and better after trying this out. People also coming from far (1-2 hrs distance) also come here although there are a center there too. Salute to those determination.

Anyway, i still feel a bit fishy about this. I sure dont have the determination to wake up in sure an early morning. I still prefer to hide in my blanket to sleep rather than standing there and trembling to death, holding a number in my hand.

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

A brand new---- end?

This blog officially will be switched to an auto-pilot mode from today onwards until the date of the evil-deadly-horrendous STPM is over.

Yeah, i mean STPM which is this year end. From that onwards, i will be freed~~~(literally)

So, to contact me if you found yourself cant get my image off your mind, try calling my house no. or using the controversial way- hold your pen and write me a letter.
(send me your pigeon too if u prefer an older way)







ps* eu eu, sukumunu hadnt back tat time... and clubbing is boring... LOL