Just feeling to write a post on my long abandoned blog. Nothing special.
We have plenty of changes in our life, small changes that you and me might not even notice them just like the opposite house have changed their mail box or big changes like making decision.

All of these may be important, some may not.
We never know how these changes influence us in the future. For those who are scare to be similar, we love changes because we always hope changes will bring us to a better place. Fear, anxiety, lonely are sometimes appeared in our surrounding. Sometimes they are so strong you cannot ignore them and we run away. They win, you lose.

People always say that human should always start looking at the bright side of every side. But, what if we cannot see the light how do we even see the bright side? Emotion controls our mindset. I always think that I am a person who strong enough to control them. But, now i know i not. Sometimes i can barely breathe for no reason. Stress? Not sure.

Positive, positive, positive. I hate to fail someone's hope. I hate hearing people s' argument. I hate people say they are disappointed on me. I hate my own weakness. I wanted to become strong, strong enough not to care others. 

Hope to be strong.