blood donation

i went for blood donation today, haha. Actually i didnt think much of it or else i would turn around headed to the door.

it was started with a few people in the hall and LOTS of Merah Sabit guys stood there to help in case u suddenly suffocation or fainted at the spot or vomited your breakfast... Quoted chu yee's saying, there was more staff than donater like u are in the operation hall. creepy huh~

To start blood donation, u have to fill up tons of personal information. 4 pages full, ticking yes or no. like one of the question: adakah kamu sihat hari ini? *errrr... maybe no hidden sickness, healthy baby.* while waiting for my turn, i sat with chu yee listening some boys making fun of each other about their weight ( u got to weight ur mass to make sure u are not underweight or overweight orelse the weighting machine might misfuntioning the minute u stepped on it... hehe) getting more and more people came in the hall and there was only 10 beds there, wondering would it be a bed traffic jam....

finally it was my turn. pulling back my thought, down to earth. weighing (secret, hehe), asking some health questions then i proceeded to the next station. Defining blood group: meaning gt blood la!!! a nurse use an equipment to needle fingertip. it was slightly painful althought she already put achohol on it to relieve the pain. Ouch~~~ i hissed and i swore i saw the nurse laughed of my act. then she started to apply my blood to some chemicals. blood wound (i noe it is so small to consider as a wound) still 'opened', i asked method to indicate my blood group.

then, filling some information again (just a card).

DANG! DANG! DANG!!!!

BLOOD DONATION

**saliva going down the throat*

suddenly fear struck me. i didnt realise my fear was written on my face especially i saw the frightening, long, sharp needle going to *** to my vein. one of the lower form merah sabit kid (younger than me ma....haha) comforted me(no use) , i felt a lot better as the needle-going-into-my-vein process took seconds. Phew~ i got this experienced nurse. One of my friends went to through this process 11 times as she said the nurse considered her vein is so small and invisible.

Lying there doing nothing except kept my left hand rolling a roller, looked up the ceiling trying to recall some of the funny scents of the tv dramas yesterday. Then, the staff said:
'' Your blood is not jalan la..." **what?!!** My hand rolled faster than before. "Now your blood is jalan again." ** phew~**>_<111

The whole process took about 5 mins. tada! one milo packet drink, one packet of Tiger's biscuit plus an tiny, desperate, miserable red apple in return of my 300 ml blood. haha~ it was FREE... =DDDD

Chu yee was slow. I think she was the only person lying there for 1/2 hr.(she was ahead me.) same reason again. the blood wouldnt jalan itself. muahahaha. poor chu yee.

I was glad i donated blood. Now, i can show people my "vampire mark". Wakaka...

random

feeling a little bit lazy today, because school ends at 3.40.
didnt have my beauty sleep as it will just waste more of my precious time. promise not to touch the evil laptop today and it seemed that i have failed it as it lured me especially after i watched my favourite show. I can be very 'high' ( i mean emotionally la...) for little little small, tiny things and cant help myself smiling like an idiot.
the partially show is abt the youngest daughter in the house. She was forced to pretend as a blind to perceive a guy(wrong guy) who had fraud a lot of money frm her friend's sister and making her diagonised nausis. In one concidence, the guy misunderstood she as a blind and she in the other way was persuaded by her friend to cheat the guy and dump the immediately after he fall in love. Inexpectedly, she too moved by the sincerity and fall in love with him but in the same time felt guitly as she had promised her best friend for the revenge. So, she came up with this idea. Both of them walked in a separate way, if they werent able to meet again in an hour, they just do not have the fate to be together. ( old trick ... i noe but i still fall for it... so romanticm, isnt it?)
what is the ending? of course, they met again in old trick again. ( A lorry in the middle of them, and she listened to the guy's inner feeling then, u noe la... the stupid lorry drove away... tada! there she is !!!) like that lo....
hehe...
just wanna to share, i mind not be able to asleep today...ahaha~~~~~~
tired adi.... go to sleep lo,..............zzzzz

成全<刘若英>

作词：施立/陈没　作曲：陈小霞
成全<刘若英>

看着你和她走到我面前
微笑地对我说声
好久不见
如果当初没有我的成全
是不是今天还在原地盘旋
不为了勉强可笑的尊严
所有的悲伤留在
分手那天
未必永远才算爱得完全
一个人的成全
好过三个人的纠结
我对你付出的青春这么多年
换来了一句
谢谢你的成全
成全了你的潇洒与冒险
成全了我的碧海蓝天
她许你的海誓山盟蜜语甜言
我只有一句
不后悔的成全
成全了你的今天与明天
成全了我的下个夏天;

Starwalk 2009

It been a little different this year. Many of my friends left ipoh and i really do not who is going also. And 1 more thing, I AM LATE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! T_T as i fall asleep yesterday early without setting any of my alarm clock so L-A-T-E. OMG. I have a angel and a devil beside me, calling me to make up my mind. Angel say: Go la. Go and meet ur frens and do some exercises as well. Devil say: Go for what, u didnt even register for it just stay at home and it had been late adi.


After much pondering, i succumbed to devil. Haha... but i still moral supporting u gals there at starwalk now. Muahaha~ =DDDD


Yesterday, there is a surprise. I was sms-ing one of my fren abt starwalk tmr (today).


me : 'tmr gt go to starwalk ah?' * beep*
CY**: 'who is this?'
me : 'csf'
CY**: 'hu is this???? '
me : ' suk fun la... u havent thinking hard, do u? '
CY**: ' nope, i have. But still cant think who is this. Is it me forget who r u or smthg else? '
me : then i realise i sms to wrong number, but who is this ah? 'oops~ i think i mistaken u of one of my female fren, haha. sorry~ but how i get ur number ah? '
CY**: 'LoL. I am 100% guy from ipoh. I also not sure how u gt my number. haha. what ur name?'
me : ' haha... i also hav no idea. my name is jess....'

CY** is the false name because i named it with my fren's name...

then we started to chat off using sms. Because of my super curious attitude, i finally know who is he adi... my mom left the number on the telephone book without labeling who is it and at the same time i also wrote a set of number on the it. So thats what is happening... hehe....

silly me...

College

I wishes i in college, 

just being envy after reading others blogged abt their college life,

i wishes i can find something fun and interesting here in ST too *praying hard*

my mind just shut down recently,

so i decided to scribble smthg to reactivate it,

Mr. Brain pls do open ur door when i am study,

Being nagged by my dad recently abt my studies again,

quite upset,

cant do anything abt but merely put extra hardwork in my studies,

so that what i doing now, 

brushing up my english now in the same time blogging using words,

good reason, isnt it?

i miss u gals.

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and oh yea, i miss u,sis 2.

i din watch ugly betty and ANTM also, lost fun watch without u.

Peaceful day

Listening to 988 fm, 

no DJ speaking,

merely endless peaceful and marvelous melodies in the thin air,

Feeling extremly relax,

no stress, no work, no nagging,

sitting at the round table,

finish reading newspaper,

finish eating my lovely breakfast,

already hav my bath,

what a peaceful morning,

And i  L-I-K-E  it.

^^

shah alam

Ahhhhhhh~

Shah Alam is in Selangor?

Only now i realise...

Who is the one mislead me? u?????

I even argued with my dad, *embrassed* #^^#

sorry dad, like u said, no sense of direction 

and i am very proud of that,

haha

i guess i just need a driver in my life (rich life ma... muahahaha)

interested?

PPS sucks

note: You might feel vomit, headache or any discomfort about what I'm gonna write after this. So if you insisting to continue read, because you're reading this at your own risk.

1.  I totally disappointed about the library in ST. Maybe because i had been a librarian in amc, so i happened to be very choosy and kept comparing its differences between amc and ST. But, something basic like books arrangement (in my point of view) must be neat or at least not that messy. but, but, BUT theirs books were DAMN MESSY. Lets me give u a situation, a rack that contain SPM books can have a STACK  of PMR books. Not 1 or 2 books is A S-T-A-C-K of books. And i am very particular abt that, especially when i was told to arrange 3 racks of super-duper-extremly messy books. And, thats my limit.

2.  Library gt air-cons= no air-cons. They are so stingy about air-cons. I can sweat like hell when the air cons is on. Conclusion: Air cons in ST is a decoration or just a display. 

3.  The president is so nasty and i dont like him. Bad guy. >_<

4.  The test for probation librarian is sucks. They called us to search high and low for 3 books instead their books werent in order either. I got an urge just to push all the messy books down the floor and walked away nonchalently. "2 mins more," said the senior. shit, i just gt 2 books, simply grabbed a similar books but different barcode. " Times up." Bloody. 

senior: " This books is correct. That 2 books are wrong. Go and find again."

me: WTH!!! "But the title is correct."

senior: " The barcode is wrong. Search again." bloody hell.

Of course, i cant find it la... i search, search and search until my eyes wanna bleed. Nope, nowhere to be found. The books just disappeared in the thin air.

5.   Finally, arrange books again. shit. All my books is BLY. Meaning, i gt to arrange it according the bloody barcode. I wanna to faint la.. many not related books so i "put" all the books on the floor just to release my 'little' anger. Muahaha...=DDDD

just wanna to write abt the library in ST. Damn it.

Sister

after 5 hrs we left u,

driving back to ipoh.

 u bring away many things,

my dictionary,

my clothes,

my trousers

and 

my facial sunblock 

(it has been damn sunny these days so, very important)

and yet

my Handphone as well.

I feel lonely,

but 

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I can buy NEW ones =P

included hp if dad permits.

just some craps, oh yea... pls dunno contact my hp, my sim card is sleeping now....

Short Farewell

As i was washing the car in the morning, still thinking whelter should i go for the gathering in jusco, holding a spouge in my hand, giving my lovely car-car a bath, listening to MY FM songs. Today suk mun, my dad n brother went to Penang, leaving me and my mom at home. 10.55 am... still got 5 mins before 11 am. Ok la, maybe this will be the last gathering for we all as many of us are going to their seperate path of life (especially jpa holder, i miss u all la...)

I reached jusco at 11. 10 am. All the vehicles were rushing at the direction of the jusco. Long q at the stupid ticket machine. Took me 10mins to reach into the jusco compund, as i could leave my car behind and walked in instead of waiting 10 mins pointless moment there. Ppl who are brainless did not know there are 2 lines available and yet they tend to pack to 1 line making it a traffic jam outside the jusco especially the second car at the queue. Helo, brother there is 2 lines la... R u blind?!!!

Finally, got into the jusco. Parking space was awaited me so it didnt take me long to find a parking space. At the speed of lighting, i went to meet jo ann they all.

Today, guests : Jo ann, Sook Yan, Kar Mun, Julia.

We sat in Mac and talking to our heart content without ordering any set. We started to gossip and bla a lot of things and laughed as though we owned the Mac. Then, Julia went to queue up for her Big Saving Meal at 12 pm. Lines of ppl were already waited at the counter waiting the clock to strike 12. Then, we went for a window-shopping around. Like the cantonese sayings, "Wan Kei". But, we just enjoying it so we should do that more often until the owners of every shops recognise us and sent us away using broom if not we will keep on coming. ( hehe.. ^^)

Luckily, i came to this short farewell. I sure will miss all my frens.

MISS U ALL  > * <

I all alone in school. Scare to see how many girls are still staying in amc. I wishes i can go to somewhere else. Still cant get used to the life in ST, wondering when i will began to like it....

绊脚石

曾经何时我变成了你的绊脚石?

我不知道。

因为你从来没有向我说。

而我也选择当一个聋子，

对所有的事聪耳不闻，

不听，不理，不睬。

当你对我说，

我的心竟然是如此疼，

一切来的太突然，

让我不知所措，

但，

却无力反抗，

只能任由心在淌血 。。。。。。

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life is in a mess.

明燈

为什么?

天空真的会出现彩虹吗?

会不会彩虹根本不想出现?

蒙朦胧胧的隐藏在蔚蓝的天空，

为的是不希望被摊开在人前，

命运 ，可笑的安排彩虹必须出席在虚伪的舞台剧，

因为可能是他的宿命，

还是考验呢?

Fate or Change?

I guess i going to Form 6 path.

haix...

just thinking i still got a path to choose.

again, damn it.

slap slap* Wake up, DUDE. Alive and Here COME the brand new ME!!!!!!!!!!!

slap slap*Down to earth.

Ouch.>_<

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just a silly post wrote by a girl in an inordinary humid hot night. H-O-T.

jess is hot.  jus blah-ing.

H-O-T

Aaaaaahhhh...

Hot morning.

Hot Afternoon.

Hot Night.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh.....

Oh my gosh, there is no other word in my head except hot.

DAMN it. 

wondering how am i going to sleep tonight. Switch on the air cons? Dont want la... Global warming + ants' home inside my old fashioned air cons = no air cons. If i switch on the air cons, there is risks that i should considerate it: 

1. Waking up realising my body is full of red spot tatu s by the master ants.
2. Waking up with an ants saying hello in my forehead. ( cant even imagine it >_<)
3. Maybe i should switch my bed with suk mun, and lets the ants have her as she is the one wanted to on air cons too.
4. Or i should use my taekwondo flying kick to kick it down and leave a hole there allowing the wind come in at night (not yet consider the mosquitoes).
5. Wrap myself up with my blanket tightly and wear goggle and cap. ( safer: wear a raincoat)
6. Just sleep la!!! sweating like hell.

Oh gosh. For one thing for sure, u cant have both things at a same time when u came to crossroad like me.... =(