OH yea, 1 more thing.
THANK YOU, HEARTYIN
FOR DISCUSSING TOPIC WITH ME V MESSENGER.
which help to sooth my nerve a bit.
THANK YOU, JO ANN
FOR LETTING ME INTO UR HS TO DISCUSS TOPIC (N THE OUTFIT 2.)
THANK YOU, SKYAN
FOR LETTING ME KNOW THE LATEST JPA INFORMATION AND CHATTING V ME.
THANK YOU, MY LITTLE, BELOVED SIS,
FOR SENDING TONS OF PAPER TO PRINT (jus joking) AND ALL THE REMINDERS AND INFORMATION.
As you can see, i influenced by heartyin. Nothing to do. And, i decided to update my blog everyday. At least a day a post just like the old sayings, an apple a day keeps the doc away.(nothing quite related.)
Wake up today at 4.35a.m., preparing some information about JPA interview. (MIne fall on 2nd of April.) Although tons of ppl have say no preparation to be done beforehand, just act back your own self. Normal. WTH, is normal? I dont speak english and malay apart from my study period in school. I get very insecure for not preparing anything to interview. HAiz... Getting pretty nervous when the date is drew near. Worrying everythings will be happened at that day, like will my mouth get ulser on that day?, will my tongue tangle up at that time, will my blank hang for a few mins or do i look nice in this blue colour outfit? (mentioning about outfit, THANK YOU, JO ANN for lending me the outfit!!!) All sorts of questions.
Back to the question, i guess this is my habit. Sometimes, i tend to worry things too much. But, in the same time, if i prepare myself well, even though i fail in the interview (lets pray this will NEVER happen.), i wouldnt be feeling depressed. At least, i done my effort. This is my only chance to study oversea and run away F6. (Haha)
If you have read my sis's blog, probably you know what i said. (click to my sis's blog and see.)
Actually, i thought that Pokemon isnt a heat anymore for nowadays kids. What i see on the street was BEN 10 and i dont know anymore. So, when i saw my cousins watching Pokemon i was surprised.
To my surprise, Pokemon does have a new version. Although the story line was still the same old, dull, uncreative dialogue (especially the Team Rocket, if u still remember) making me want to vomit. Different Pokemon but still the same old types (got land, fire, water, grass, ghost n so on). Same story plot, that is the main character named Ash was still with his bunch of group going for Pokemon training. How Boring! Doesn't the producer bored about his own story... sian...
But still, there are some very cute Pokemon, totally different from the old 1. Seeing how crazy my counsin about the Pokemon shows, i suddenly understood why i had been Pokemon fan since i was a little girl.
ps* they are watching the cantonise version making my hairs wanted to stand up...=P
For the very first time, I like SPM. To be exact, i like the effect after the SPM.
Why?
My aunt from JB came back to ipoh to visit us today. And, you know what? She gave me $XX. ( singapore dolars, miss...) Not that i am so greedy, my aunt gave me 2 pieces of $XX but my mom rejected and returned it to my aunt adi. 5555~ended up, one piece only. At the bright side, better than nothing. =P
Then my aunt staying at ipoh came to my house. Guess what? She gave me money also. RMXXX. HAHAHA!!! i got to buy books and my things.
ps* Dun ask me how many? Scare u jealous.. haha..
I like the night.
It is cool, silent, and alone too.
Like, i own it. Just me. No anyone else.
Sitting in front of the computer, listening e-radio, thinking nothing only wondering seems very relaxing for me.
It is my way of releasing my pressure...
I done something wrong.
There is no return anymore.
I can only let it go...
no matter how i try, how much i want it,
it flies away from me...
Letting me standing there watching it to fly away...
Please do not do such a thing like me...
Precious anything you got and do every decision wisely....
What make me angry was a call from my aunt frm JB.
Are u wake up at 7.00 am? I was. Although i was being forced and i did set my alarm at 7.00 am the day before i slept, what woke me up wasnt my alarm clock. It was my dad's annoying voice.
My dad was phoning my aunt as she was expected to arrive at ipoh this morning. My dad was talking so loudly that it woke me up from my sweet dreamland. Isnt it very frustrating when u are sleeping and someone didnt care abt you and talked beside you? Thats wasnt the story ended.
All in the sudden, my room's door banged open.
"BANG!"
My sis and I were jumped in shock. A phone put near my ear.
My dad said: " Aunty wants to talk to you." (Handing... nope, stucked the hp into my hand not caring whether i am asleep a not.)
At that very moment, I got a few things to select.
Of course, i didnt do 2,3 and 4. Not that i want my dad to kick me out of this house, i do need a financial support in these few studied years. What to do? haiz... I still need to dig out my spm test paper for my aunt as i had recycled it a long time ago.
So, you guys still got Spm Papers please give/lend it to me, ok?
Thanks.
wow... it had been i think 5 days since i blogged here.
Today was amazing.
First, my big brother was back on friday. And, today we went to watch movie together in the morning. Guess what, I DROVE THERE. Without my mom buzzing beside, without my dad giving instructions beside, only my big bro sitting beside me n my sis sat behind the car. Of course, we went there safe n sound at 11.17 am. Maybe the God was helping me out there, there was a parking place for me!!! No waiting. I just drove in smoothly. Not 'copy licence', dude!
We quickly rushed up to cinema. To our horror, RACE TO WITCH MOUNTAIN was FULL at 11.45am.The 2nd showtime was at 2.00pm. Damn!!! ( Actually, when we were at home, we were disccussing to watch RTWM as plan A and watched Dragonball Evolution as plan B.) I totally disagree to watch DE. Because I think it is kind of weird to watch Goku in a western face, the whole movie is kind of western package with an asian story inside. Weird huh? But, what to do? We went into the cinema and watched DE because it still available.
And, my phophets of doom was proved correct. The show was SXXXX. I tried to enjoy the show but it failed to impress me. My sis said it was good. Nah, I just didnt like the whole movie. Later, we decided to watch RTWM at 2.00pm. Opps! It was full AGAIN. We quickly brought the ticket at 4.20pm and headed back home for lunch.
At 3.50 pm, we were drove back again to Jusco. This time the driver was my big brother because we were driving in UNSER. My mom didnt let me touch it so... We reached on the exact time. Once again, we ran to the cinema again. The show wasnt started yet. So, we still had plenty of time watching the trailer.
RTWM was FANTASTIC. You wouldnt like to miss this show. Alexander Ludwig = Seth is so cool n cute. Haha!! I think i fall in love with him. (just joking =P) AnnaSophia Robb = Sara is pretty too. As usual, I like Dwayne Johnson's show.(he acts as a taxi driver) You guys must get a peek of this movie and u will be surprise.
Now, i am feeling lazy to blog now. So, see ya!
Today was truly a crazy day as today is an important day for all of the Form 5 (2008).
SPM result was released today.
I heard that all of my friends cant sleep the day before because of nervous ( i guess). And, for me n my sis, we cut allll the media so that we didnt hear any news abt SPM. We slept at 2 smthg in the morning watching Waterboys (the movie) trying something to lighten our heart. This prove that it did laugh our heart out from our chest. Curious? Get a peek of the show and u will know what am i talking abt...
Back to the SPM Result released, I drove there (with my dad sat beside) to school at 10.00am. Guess what? I waited there for 1 hour. I met a lot of friends. All of them ...wow... so so different. You can say that mature.
I not going to reveal my result here. Haha... maybe some of u know it adi. I going to busy applying scholarship these days...
Busy...
Sometimes i think i dont understand my parents very well. When i want to do something new, they dont seem to be supporting me. This make me feel kind of frustrated. I am a youngster. I want to explode new things in my life. I want to see the world with my own pair of eye. Dont they understand? I can choose not to tell them at all but i didnt. I want them understand that letting them to know this is because i respect them.
Is that hard?
I got so many things to worry these few days. They were like buzzing in my head. Hate it... =( The first thing was the Nanyang Polytechnic Scholarship (NPES). It offered me the Digital Precision Engineering. The requirement that i need to work at Singapore for 5 yrs. MAn... Not 5 Days, is 5 YRS!! In addition, i not sure whether i am ready and is that what i want in my future to be an engineer in a completely NEW field. Me = Engineer , WOW!!! Can't imagine single of it.... haiz...so this is Dilemma 1.
Secondly, I dun know what to do at home. According to my survey, i can get very very sleepy if i sit in a place for a long period of time (except in front of computer...haha) Other then that, i tried to make my life more different. I woke up early in the morning and... started to jog (in my house) haha... Today was my first try. Not bad. I want to do something different in my holiday. Jungle-trekking, bungee jump, night swim, dancing, take part in camp... whatever. I need something NEW for me to give it a try... Problem: Transport. Haiz... What to do...
Thirdly, my dad asked me to work for him after 12th March because the guy working there is going to masuk hutan soon. What la... I can see my freedom flies away from me.... Anyway, i going to work for him so just want to talk nonsence here. AHA! I am a good daughter mah.
Lastly, i think i will get lost when my sis masuk hutan. Noone is there to chat nonsence wif me in the house. 55555555 T_T Mummy is so serious mah. Dad too. Only stupid sis will laugh wif me at our jokes. Sian... I am going to work by the way. Starts to get busy wif the scholarship and the form 6 things. No play play anymore...( just for a couple of mins per day )
Above are all my dilemma, if you guys got any suggestions please contact me or just simply leave your last words here. I will be replying your words as soon as possible. --Beep!--
It had been awhile since i last blogged here. Feel very lazy to write here...haha.
According to my previous days of driving experience, i think am much better driver now. ( At least i didnt knocked into other ppl cars or banked into lampost or what, haha...) I even drove in the night twice and in the rain once so it is a BIG improvement, right? No 'kopi lesen' u know ...haha =P
My sis finally passed her driving lesson. I can see that in the future that some1( suk mun of cos!!) is snatching the car away from me......
I had this big decision made last week that i am not going to attend to course that offered by Nanyang Polytechnic in Singapore which is a course based on Digital Precision Engineering (DP), a completely new field. Plus, i decided not to further to engineering field. I think i am headed for form 6 la.... no money mah...$$$ Hope i didnt regret myself in the future althought i dun think so also...
The result is going out soon (next weeeeeeek...: 12/3/2009) haiz... so fast...
